This week has been super stressful. My social life is the biggest mess it has ever been, I'm frustrated about dance and church and I don't know what to do about school. I feel like I don't know anything! Today my mom told me that I had three years before I was to leave the house. I don't know what I'm going to do. I can't do math or history or geography. I have no clue how to cook or clean. I do okay with taking care of children but if I decide to homeschool, I'm toast! I have no social skills, I am incredibly shy, I have no working skills and I really need a job but I don't have anything to give. But....
I can do all things through Christ which is in me.
I'm thinking about teaching piano, I do know how to do that and I love to do that. The other day when I was in tears because I didn't know what to do with my life, my mom pointed out that I kept going back to the piano. Its true. No matter whats happening in my life and no matter where I am the piano is like my best friend. I can put my fingers to the keys and the piano will play exactly what I'm feeling I can write out a tune and the piano will put it to words. I can always go back to the piano when I'm happy, frustrated, sad, confused, inspired or lonely. And...
I can do all things through Christ which is in me.
So the piano is what I love, I also love to sing but I'm not very good at it. I bet if I worked on my singing voice I could build that up too! Then I could teach piano and voice lessons.
So like I said before I have three years until I move out of the house. That gives me three years to really work on my piano, to really work on my voice and to start teaching my siblings and friends so I can get some practice!!! That means I need to take piano, choir and maybe voice lessons.
I can do all things through Christ which is in me
But I can't just do piano for the rest of my life. I need some other skills too, I need to know math, history, geography, writing, and probably some science. So I need some ideas on how to learn these things, got any ideas? Thanks for listening to my ranting!
-Color Girl
