Thursday, April 28, 2016

The Things I never Said

To my directors,
Thank you. As I look back at the old pictures of musicals, I look at them and think “Wow I was so young” and “Was that really one of my costumes?” I think of all the times that we sat on the stage after rehearsal being drilled into by harsh, but constructive notes. I think of how much time each mom put in, and how much money they spent on our shows. But most importantly, I think about how much it changed me.
Those long rehearsals were killer, and after we would be shaken, hungry, and stressing about the homework that needed to be done. But you pushed us to be better and better. Having you there, pushing me, made me do better in my classes. You gave me my first real part in a musical I ever had. This, gave me the self-confidence I needed. Thank you for being the one that I could rely on for anything, and between scenes goof around and have fun with each other. For laying the groundwork for us, we were able to climb up the rope ladder. As we got older, each one of us excelled because of the stage. We learned to respect the props, the tech, and who else was helping (even if we didn't respect them enough). We tirelessly went over lines, and stayed up late to perfect accents and impressions of those that inspired our characters. No matter how many times you got mad at us for talking over you, or getting the scene wrong for the ‘enth time in a row, we still thought you were the best director ever. When you uttered, “it looks great, this is it” we all let out a sigh of relief, we knew that all our hard work paid off. When the lights came on opening night, we were all shaking as the curtain rose, letting out that last sigh of relief before we saw the shadowed-out audience. The whole time wondering if we were making you proud.
So, I thank you. I thank you for never giving up on us, no matter how rough we could be and for helping us develop our personalities and our interests. Without you I may not have the confidence on stage I have now. I thank you for being one of the most influential people in my teenage life by giving me that chance, over and over again. I thank you.


The Things We Never Say...

To the Techs,
On behalf of all the performers, thank you. Your job is weird in that, the better you are at it, the less anyone notices you're there. Sometimes we link attention with importance, yet, without your silent presence, we'd all be screwed.

You're often at shows before we arrive and you stay back long after we're gone. Sometimes you're teching several shows in a row. You sit through the same scripts, the same songs, the same jokes again and again. Your patience knows no bounds, as soon as we notice a mistake, we are on you like pouncing tigers. But still, you show up. You create your magic through sound, set, or lights and you make the show complete.

We may forget to thank you as often as we should. We may be short with you, ungrateful, or downright rude. And on behalf of all performers, I apologize for this. You are every bit as important for this show as us. You are our co-stars. You are our heroes, and you are our guardian angels - sometimes literally shining light down on is in times of darkness.
So thanks, keep us the great work.
-The performers.  

Thursday, April 21, 2016

Happy!

Guys I'm just really happy right now. All day I've just been happy and having a great day. There are so many things to be grateful for and so many amazing people in my life. Thank you to everyone for everything you do for me.

I watched Anne of Green Gables the sequel last night with two of my siblings. During the movie Anne kept wishing that people would stop changing. I have felt like this for the past year. I've been wondering why things have to change and why we all have to grow up. As I watched the movie and saw Anne change I noticed that her changes helped her to meet new people and find new joy. I really think that change is for the best and this gives me hope and makes me feel happy.

Guys, life is so amazing. I have the best friends and I'm just super content. This is the best feeling in the world. Hooray for life!